Tomorrow Never Comes
I woke up this morning, Alhamdulillah i have time to sit for a while to thank ALLAH that i still can breathing and to meet new day!
When i going to bed last night, I thought about if I really minded whether I woke up or not. I quickly concluded that I minded very much. In a way, that was a puzzling conclusion to come to. Thinking about my attitude to whether I would wake up or not, what seemed to make the conclusion that I very much wanted to wake up so obvious was that there are many things I wanted to do, such as write this entry, not waking up would mean that I could do none of the things I expected to enjoy. I felt that consideration very strongly indeed. But in so far as I was trying to be rational, I couldn’t shake a worry which I shall try to bring out in what follows.
Being rationally concerned with future enjoyment is not just being sensitive to what my current attitudes are. Suppose that last night I were not thinking about dying, but about my…….. I don’t know what it’s bothering me.
Anyway…I was watching this Video last nite,
It’s just make me realize something, it’s still not too late for me. I talk to my self again….its not to late! there is still a lot of question i need to answer about my self.
To write something on the blog is not a problem for me in the case where I don’t wake up, I cannot be adopting the rational attitude when I claim that it is because not getting to write would be a problem that not waking up would be a problem. That is the puzzling thing about the reasoning I found so compelling that I wanted to bring out. It may have been compelling, but it turns out if my mind has been broadly accurate that it might be irrational…now I lost! what the hell im talking about???
